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Well for starters, It is about 11:36 at night on October 14, 2003...In about 24 minutes, I will be 19. The funny thing is that I feel like I am 75. My bones hurt and most times I go to bed quite early but I guess that is expected for college age kids that go home and work 35 hours in about oh say 3 days...It is life at the Luau Hale and I love it...I deal with different people everyday and I know a lot of the locals that come in...They even ask me if I know how to tap a keg or not yet...Cute huh? As most people know, I go to The University of Massachusetts at Amherst and I am a freshman in the Biology department. I enjoy it and love it... I learn things that I never even knew and it is for the good of me...Just like did you know the original Marlboro spoke person was really a woman saying if you smoked it made you more divine than the rest?
I just sit here and I realize that I am doing the right thing but then I wonder what I am going to do when Miguel leaves me...When he told me the other night that he was going to move to Florida with his family my heart dropped. I love the guy. He is one of my closest friends and I will miss him dearly. Many people believe that it was fate that brought us together just starting with that night a year and a half ago when I met him at the track when his friend was trying to pick me up...He happened to drop his keys as he was standing on the cement block and I reached down and picked up his keys. I saw him a few times when I hung out with his friend and we even went camping...We have a story that we won't even tell anyone because it is our little secret...All I will say is "Tequila" and we both know what that means...Miguel's birthday was in July and it took me so long to put together his present. I got him a cherrywood box and made a personal photo album with pictures of us...We got dolled up and went to the prom together. It was the best prom that I had ever gone too even though we drove him home at 3am...The fog was so bad...Even though he won't be around me...I will always be thinking about him. I just think that someday it might happen and other days I know that we were meant to be in each others life somehow... |
